Fucking, with capital f, eternal happiness, Heaven, This is: greater and greater fucking forever

For greatest ease in understanding, i recommend that you read the Introduction before this Chapter and that you then read this Chapter in the order i recommend There.

Fucking, with capital f, everlasting happiness, Heaven, This is: greater and greater fucking forever; or: begin with the Goal in mind, by Victor Luis Villalon-Suarez

most recently reviewed on 7/13/2022 at 15:45

improvements since the immediately preceding review: OVERHAULED the Description of Wives.

What God in me would most want, to make God, thus me as the part of God’s body and mind i am, want only to live forever just to keep enjoying these Feelings forever:

If God Fucks, This is: if God gets to live in everlasting happiness, in Heaven, every Man

(from here on “Husband”)

shall be identical to every other Husband and shall begin with an optimal, here meaning a maximally Erotic, Body

(This means: optimally, meaning maximally Erotically, muscular, defined, vascular and proportioned)

That shall be the Synthesis of the most Erotic features of all musclemen, thus including in all artistic portrayals of them, thus in: film, sculpture, photography, painting, computer imaging and drawing. Every Husband shall have a Cock shaped and colored like mine when mine is hard, but twelve inches (30.48 cm) long by three inches (7.62 cm) wide, hard All the Time, and egg-shaped Balls 2 inches (5.08 cm) wide by 3 inches (7.62 cm) long, with an optimally, here meaning maximally Erotically, angular, sharp-featured Face with optimally full Lips; optimally shaped and straight, even, brilliant, white Teeth; a full Head of Hair, and lobeless Ears. Every Woman

(from here on “Wife”)

shall be identical to every other Wife and at the start of Fucking shall be like the CGI of musclewoman “Natalia”, part of the gallery of srfantasycreations, Which accessed through deviant.com. However, even “Natalia” leaves MUCH to be desired: she would need to have more muscular limbs, more vascularity, more definition AND be BLONDE and BLUE-EYED like Her colleague “Sigrid”.

BOTH HUSBAND AND WIFE shall be young forevermore

(Both the equivalent of 18 years of age in sexual maturity among us now),

SHINING-BLOND, BRIGHT-BLUE-EYED, LIGHTEST-SKINNED, and POWERFULLY, Which is to say EROTICALLY, MUSCLED, HARD, so with NO subcutaneous fat AND OPTIMALLY, Which in this case means MAXIMALLY, TONED MUSCLES, bulging, VASCULAR, and SHARP. God shall excite every Husband through his Wife’s Body and Mind to a fever pitch to ejaculate more and more Semen into Her Mouth, Cunt and Ass, Thus Ecstasiating Her. Semen, Clitoral Ejaculate and Milk shall be a thick, salty-sweet, homogeneous Fluid with the consistency and color of runny white skin lotion now. Through the Taste and Texture of Semen, God shall drive every Wife to crave to enjoy in Her Mouth and then to swallow It All, and only more and more of It the more of It She takes in through all 3 of Her Mouth, Cunt and Ass, with God Transfiguring Her, This is: transfiguring Her to become ever more Erotic, as needed, So as Needed. Every Wife shall have a Cunt, Mouth and Ass just deep and wide enough to take in the full length and girth of Her Husband’s Cock. The gag reflex shall not exist. When every Husband stimulates His Wife’s Tits with His Mouth, He shall suck on the Nipples and They shall ejaculate Milk, producing Tit Orgasm.

Every Husband shall be of His Wife’s height, so They can deep-Kiss and Hold Each Other as He Fucks Her in the Cunt. The only Hair We shall have shall be Our Eyebrows, Eyelashes and Scalp Hair, so, to illustrate, Men shall have no beards or mustaches. But we shall retain Hairless Hair Follicles all over Our Bodies where we now have body hair, due to Their erectibility in response to ecstasy. Hair on the Scalp shall be straight and Neck- and middle-of-the-Forehead- and on the Sides Cheekbone-length in the case of every Husband; wavy, down to the middle of the Back and to the middle of the Forehead in the case of every Wife, and again only at the start of Fucking, since God shall make Everything more and more Erotic as Fucking proceeds. Nails shall end at the Tips of the Toes and Fingers, and shall have no free edges. We shall All have Belly Buttons, but There shall be no umbilical cords. Every Husband shall be everlastingly fused, figuratively, with only one Wife, and every Wife with only one Husband, as monoGamous Couples. Every Husband’s Body and Mind shall excite in His Wife Lust only for Him, and every Woman’s Body and Mind shall likewise excite in Her Husband Lust only for Her. This shall be possible because We shall All be unique Individuals, identified by Our own, unique coordinates in Space (see below).

Every Husband shall ejaculate continuously in a high-pressure jet that shall charge into His Wife’s Mouth, Cunt or Ass, Whichever He is penetrating. When a Husband is not penetrating His Wife, His Semen shall flow over Her Skin into Her Cunt, Mouth or Ass, Whichever is nearest His Cock. As a homogeneous Fluid, Semen shall contain no sperm, so instead, the sole function of Balls shall be to accumulate Semen for ejaculation. The feels, fragrances and tastes of Semen, Milk and Bodies shall be unimaginably, to us now, more ecstasiating than anything we shall have ever touched, smelled or tasted, and only ever more So. Every Wife’s Orgasms, like Her Husband’s, shall be Body-wide, but shall intensify topically at the Spouses’ touch, rather than, as before Fucking, occurring only in specific zones. Fucking shall be All every Couple shall spend the Rest of Eternity doing.

God shall continuously dis-assemble and de-Materialize the Semen accumulating in every Wife’s Cunt, Throat and Ass, and That every Wife shall ejaculate Clitorally

(Which shall flow over Her Husband’s Skin into His Mouth whenever He is not stimulating Her Clitoris with It, in Which case She shall ejaculate into His Mouth),

and the Milk accumulating in every Husband’s Throat, into Their constituent Elements and re-assemble and re-materialize Them into and as matter for Creation, This is: for:

I: the infinitely many Offspring of every Couple, Whom God

shall create in Their mature forms, ready to start Fucking

(all Parents shall Know that All of Our Offspring shall enjoy the same life, Life, That We, the Parents, shall continue to enjoy forever);

II: Elements to enhance the Eroticity of all Human Bodies

everlastingly,

III: Semen,

IV: Milk,

V: Atmospheres,

and for:

VI: Suns

(see below).

The only sounds we shall make shall be Gasps, Sucking Oxygen forcefully through the Incisors with the Lips parted, Moans, Panting and any other Sounds motivated by Ecstasy, and We shall otherwise express Our Lust solely with Our Bodies, as indeed the true, this is: the God-ordained, Purposes of the Mouth in Both sexes are to Kiss, to Suck, to Lick, to Give Head, and to utter Erotic Sounds, and not to drink, eat, talk, sing or to engage in any other nonerotic functions of the mouth before God Fucks. We shall All have increasingly intense whole-Body Tingling and Follicular Erection and a feeling of swelling Exhilaration in Our Chests All the Time. We shall be ever-increasingly alert and energized, so there shall be no sleep. In Fucking, there being no Evil, the drive solely to cause everlasting death, there shall be negentropy instead of entropy, so no destruction, Thus no decay, disease, pain or death, as Evil is the sole cause of these.

All Humans Who shall have come into being before God Fucks, whether as humans or as other living things (see below), shall Know that We had a previous life, and that Fucking is more and more incommensurably superior to it, but shall have no memory ever again of any of the pain We felt during our previous life, and our gratitude to and Love for God for having given Us Our new life, Life, shall be boundless. We shall remember all those we at least loved, even if not Loved, before Fucking, including all of Our family and friends, but also all others we loved or Loved but who did not know us, as well as our enemies and those we hated or Hated, now reconciled with us, and we shall Know that all of these loved or Loved or hated or Hated ones, and enemies, shall also Fuck, just like Us. God shall Materialize every Desire as the Thought of It occurs. What one Mind thinks, all Minds shall simultaneously think. We shall All move in identical fashion at the same Time, and watching What Couples around Us do shall heighten Our Ecstasy. We shall All want only ever more and more to Fuck, and Thus shall never tire of It. In Heaven the only living things shall be Humans, because i believe people are the beings able to feel happiness most intensely, so that all other forms of life would infinitely benefit from being transformed into Us, This is: into people in Fucking: those that do not feel, because Then they shall Fuck, Thus at last not only feel, but feel the best that can be felt, and those that do feel, because the happiness they shall feel in their Fucking forms shall be infinitely greater than any happiness they shall have felt before Then. Because Humans shall be the only living things in Fucking There shall be no bacteria, Thus also not in or on Us.

Because God shall drive all Matter, Thus including That Which would have comprised drink and food, instead directly into creating and continuously enhancing Human Bodies, Semen, Milk, Atmospheres and Suns (see below), and because drinking and eating would take Time away from Fucking, we shall neither drink nor eat, and therefore in Fucking there shall be no drink or food. The only organs We shall have shall be: Cunt and Tits, Which shall be full of Milk All the Time, in every Wife; Cock, Balls, and Vas Deferens in every Husband; and in Both Husband and Wife: Ass, including a Rectum just deep enough for His Wife’s Fist and Forearm in the case of every Husband, and for Her Husband’s Cock in the case of every Wife; Throat, Vocal Cords, Windpipe, Bronchi, Lungs (solely for Oxygen for uttering Erotic Sounds), Bones, Cartilage, Ligaments, Muscles, including the Diaphragm; Tendons, Tongue, Eyes, Ears, Brain, Nerves, Hair Follicles, Skin and Blood Vessels, but only Those That are currently visible and Erotic, as well as Any That God shall add, take away or reposition for greater Eroticity, Which is not only the most powerful form of beauty by far, but also the model, pattern for, and referent of, all others. Blood Vessels shall be filled with the vascular muscle now only in their walls and thus shall be firm and resilient. There shall be no blood, hence no hearts, as there shall be no nutrients or waste products, because God shall create all Human Bodies with All the Ingredients We shall Need and add further Ones as Needed, and Bodies and therefore Minds shall stay young forever, Thus not degrade, whence the absence of the Need for disposal of wastes or for replenishment, and thus for blood.

All Humans shall Love Ourselves and Therefore All other Humans as well with ever-increasing intensity, as the means by Which God shall forever always intensify every Human’s Ecstasy, and Thus God’s own, because God feels in, with and through every human, and shall do So in, with and through every Human. Ecstasy shall be Sexual only, as there shall be no inferior forms of happiness in Fucking, Fucking being, i think, the greatest form of happiness.

In Fucking There shall be only one religion, the Religion, the religion of everlasting happiness, in Which God is:

I: the drive solely to live in everlasting happiness, in Heaven,

as well as:

II: time,

III: space

IV: energy,

and, but only before everlasting happiness:

V: Evil.

The consciousness of Orgasm shall be combined with everlasting and always intensifying Love for and gratitude to God as the sole creator and sustainer of Fucking, and Thus of All Our ever intensifying Ecstasy, Which shall be Sexual only.

All things, thus from micro- to macro-scopic, thus including all people, hence of all colorations, that shall ever have lived, as well as all life elsewhere in the Universe, if there were any, shall live again: Live, only This time as Humans, Thus in our Fucking forms, This is: in, through and with Our Fucking bodies, and God shall repurpose all other matter that shall have ever existed, into Humans, Semen, Milk, Atmospheres and Suns (see below). For at least all these reasons, pending God’s discovery of further ones, Fucking shall get only ever more Ecstasiating as the intensity of Orgasm and of all other Sensory Perceptions, Thus of both internal and external Stimuli, Which shall All be Ecstasiating, increases forever, through Which God shall drive Us All to want only to Fuck, and only more and more forever, so that Fucking shall never get boring.

Populations of Couples shall live suspended in Space in single spherical layers surrounding Suns, Which shall neither rotate nor revolve, the latter because there shall be no galaxies, thus no galactic centers for Suns to revolve around, Suns instead being evenly spaced throughout the Universe and of the size and radiance of our sun. The Suns shall be spaced so their Gravitational Fields do not interfere with Each Other, and the Couples shall be enveloped in all-Oxygen Atmospheres exerting the same pressure as our atmosphere does. God, Which is in part energy, shall push up against Our bodies from the Side opposite the One God shall drive the Atmospheres to press down on Us on, synthesizing weight and thus precluding the damage of weightlessness to our Bodies. There shall be no solar wind or cosmic rays, because God shall repurpose their constituent electrons, protons, alpha particles, atomic nuclei and trace components into the Elements needed to build Humans, Semen, Milk, Atmospheres and Suns. God shall space all Couples six feet (1.8 meters) away from Each Other, at a distance from Their Suns such as to ensure a temperature of 72º Fahrenheit (22.2º Celsius), Which God shall complement with a soft constant Breeze.

The Atmospheres shall include ozone, as now, but thick enough to preclude all damage from Our Sun’s ultraviolet Radiation. As there shall be no water outside Our Bodies, there shall be no water vapor in the Atmospheres, and thus no humidity, and We shall not sweat. God will create new Suns as God expands the Human population, and will create new Humans in unpopulated regions of Space so as to keep constant the Space surrounding every Couple, and in Such a Way that God will create Husband and Wife at the same, contiguous, coordinates, unique to Each of Them, and at the same Time. For all those born before God Fucks, every Human shall continue to be Married to whomever He or She Lusted for before Fucking, but only if that Human also Lusted for him or for her and only if the Human He or She is the Spouse of is not someOne else. In any case, every Human shall be filled with Lust only for Her or for His Spouse, Who shall reciprocally be filled with Lust only for Him or for Her, respectively.

God shall continually replenish all Suns’ Hydrogen and shall deMaterialize all of the heavier Elements formed by fusion within Them, reMaterializing Them wherever They are Needed, whether as They are or stripped down to Their subAtomic Particles. At the instant of the start of Fucking, This is: at the instant of the Coup, of the Cure, of the Healing, of the Rapture, of the Salvation, of the Second Coming (the First Coming having been the Exnihilation), of the Transformation, God shall dis-assemble all matter in the Universe, thus including the singularity at the center of every black hole, and simultaneously re-assemble it into Human Bodies, Semen, Milk, Atmospheres and Suns. Since all Minds together shall comprise the totality of the Mind, This is: of the mind of God, All of God’s ever-growing Knowledge shall be contained in Them: What God shall Know, God shall Know solely in, through and with Us, in, through and with God’s Mind. Only Then shall God be almighty and, Thus, all-knowing, because:

I: only Then shall there be only more and more Ecstasiating

things to think, and Thus to do;

II: God, as always, shall forever continue to want, and, but only

in Fucking, Thus to do, only all that makes God, and Thus also All of God’s Mind, the sum of all Human Minds, with Which alone God shall feel This, happiest;

and finally, because:

III. in Fucking, everything shall conform entirely to God’s will,

Which shall be That of All of Us, so that nothing shall remain to oppose It,

and God shall forever learn how to think and carry out, ever more and more Erotic thoughts as soon as God shall have learned how to think and carry out, the Ones immediately preceding Them, Thus laying the track God shall travel next as soon as God reaches the end of the immediately preceding length of track.

What i have written above is the manner in which God has imagined in this part of God’s mind that my mind is that all forms of matter that shall ever have been shall exist in Fucking, but only if God Fucks, Which i think is not assured; i think it is impossible to know before Fucking, and that God has been struggling to Fuck since God came into being. And i think that if God does not Fuck, then God, and thus all living things, and thus all people, and even Evil, shall die, never to live again.

To believe or not to believe in God, this is, to think that the statement “God exists” or “God does not exist” is true, is to believe or not to believe in God as defined in some way. If you think that the drive solely to live in everlasting happiness, that time, that space, that energy and that Evil as the drive solely to cause everlasting death, exist, and that God is all these things, including, but only before everlasting happiness, Evil, since in everlasting happiness Evil, as the sole source of all pain, would not exist, since in Heaven happiness would replace pain, then you believe in this definition of God, and therefore that God as i define God exists, because to believe the definition is to believe that God is truly expressed in words by this definition, and so, that God thus defined exists.

I believe time and space, which i consider undefinable, thus able only to be intuited, self-evident, obvious, exist. As to energy, i define it as potential motion. I think some things move, and that what moves does so only because it had the potential to move, and i think that energy is this potential, so i think that energy as i define it exists, and energy is another part of how i define God.

As to the drive solely to Fuck, if you do not think it exists, then you believe i am lying when i say i do and that i am driven by It, and for all you know, this belief of yours may be true. I think that at present only i know (and God too, since i believe my mind is a part of the mind of God) that this belief of yours that i do not believe in the reality of the drive solely to live in everlasting happiness, if you believe this, is false. (For why why i believe that every person is a part of the body and mind of God, see below.)

But if you observe my actions, i think you shall conclude that i do believe what i say i do, and so that i am driven by the desire solely to live in everlasting happiness, and so that i am driven by the drive solely to live in everlasting happiness, in which case you think that this drive, Which i define as being a part of God, exists, even if only in me, at least for now, and maybe only for as long as i am conscious and something else does not take its place, like belief in something other than God as i presently define God.

As to Evil as the drive solely to cause everlasting death, i think that unless something else happens, which i think would have to be for God to create Heaven, there shall be everlasting death, because all life needs energy, every use of energy degrades it to a lower potential, and i believe there is a finite amount of energy in the Universe, so at some point all the energy in the Universe shall be reduced to 0 potential, meaning there shall remain no more energy, at which point life shall be impossible. Since there is life now, and since unless everlasting life begins at some point before all energy is exhausted, which would be possible only in Heaven, as i believe Hell is impossible (for why, see below), there shall not be life at some point, and since for this to happen life must end, and since the end of life is death, there shall be the death of all life at some point unless everlasting life, Heaven, begins, and because i think there shall not be a new God, and thus a new Universe, so with a fresh store of energy at maximum potential, and with It the potential for life, i think that unless something else happens, which i think would be for God to create Heaven, there shall be everlasting death. If unless God creates Heaven there shall be everlasting death, then it shall have to have a cause, because i think all that is or shall be has a cause. I call the cause of everlasting death “Evil”. Because if there shall be everlasting death unless everlasting life begins, then everything is moving toward everlasting death, and thus something, Which i call “Evil”, is moving it, Evil is a force if my definition of a force as anything that causes a change in location, direction or speed, is true. And because i think Evil is doing this moving from within what Evil is moving, which is how i define a drive, this is: as any force that moves what it moves from within what it moves, then Evil is a drive, and since Evil and, i believe, only Evil, is driving to cause everlasting death, then Evil is the drive to cause everlasting death. Further, since i believe this is all Evil does, i believe Evil is the drive solely to cause everlasting death. If you think this argument is true, then you believe Evil is the drive solely to cause everlasting death, and so that Evil thus defined exists.

If, then, you think that the drive solely to live in everlasting happiness, that time, that space, that energy and that Evil as the drive solely to cause everlasting death all exist, and that God is the sum of all these things before Heaven, since in Heaven Evil would not exist, then you believe in God as i define God now.

As to why i think Heaven does not exist and has never existed: being everlasting happiness, Heaven would be the greatest happiness. But since all of us either have died or shall unless everlasting life begins before we die, even if someone has attained great happiness before death, it was or is not the greatest happiness, because the greatest happiness would be everlasting happiness, and death interrupts whatever happiness anyone may be feeling, thus making it not everlasting . So none of us has ever lived, or is now living, in the greatest happiness, in Heaven, on Earth. As to whether when we die we go to Heaven, since Heaven would be infinitely better than life before Heaven, those in Heaven would have their happiness spoiled by the knowledge that the rest of us are still living in the pain of life before Heaven, and these denizens of supposed Heaven would not be in the greatest happiness, because the greatest happiness would be free of this pain, so wherever they were, it would not be Heaven. If those in Heaven had no knowledge of those of us left behind, then they would not be living in the greatest happiness, thus not in Heaven, because their happiness would be greater if they knew all their loved ones were also in Heaven, and if even their enemies and those they hated lived in Heaven, but now as friends and as people they love. Also, if God were almighty

(for why i believe God is not almighty, see below)

and God had found a way for at least one of us to live in Heaven, then God would have the power to make it so all of us do. If God cannot do this, and only one or more of us have gone or shall go to Heaven, then the happiness of this one or of these ones shall be limited in the ways i have explained, and so they shall not be in the greatest happiness, in Heaven. They may be in the greatest happiness possible, but this shall not be the greatest happiness imaginable, thus not Heaven.

On why i believe God is not yet almighty or all-knowing, and may never be if God dies

(see below for why i think God may die),

to avoid redundancy i discuss omniscience as a special case of omnipotence, since omnipotence is the ability to do all things, and knowing all things is one of those things. I believe God is not almighty because if God were, there would be no Evil, Which i further define as the source of all evil, and God as the source of all that is good. By “evil” as a noun i mean pain that causes only pain, or happiness that causes only pain. Some pain may be necessary for the sake of attaining some ulterior happiness, thus hopefully causing this happiness, and is thus good. And likewise some happiness may cause pain, and is thus evil. By “good” as a noun i mean happiness that causes only happiness, or pain that causes only happiness. We desire only happiness that causes only happiness, and pain that causes only happiness.

So i write that God cannot be almighty, because Evil exists. I believe that if God were almighty, Evil would not exist, because any God i think worth believing in wants us to live only in happiness, thus without any pain, and if God wants us to live only in happiness and Evil keeps us from living only in happiness and God is almighty, meaning God can do all things, then one of the things God can do is eliminate, This is: as i explain below, cure, Evil so there shall be only happiness and thus no more pain.

What if God merely allows Evil to exist to attain some further goal? What if God gives us the freedom to choose between good and evil because God wants us to choose good out of greater love for good than for evil, instead of having a bunch of automatons do Its will, thus unthinkingly, unfreely? In this case, God's goal is that we choose good out of greater love for good than for evil, and loving good more than evil is itself the principal means to choosing good, so a means to this choice. The goal is that we choose good because we love good more than evil. So God's goal in this argument is that we choose good because we love good more than evil. But God, if God is almighty, has the ability to put in us directly this greater love for good than for evil. The goal of freedom, according to this line of reasoning, is to arrive at the point of loving good above evil so we will choose good over evil. However, it is in the nature of a goal that the one who pursues it wants to achieve it immediately, thus as soon as possible. The journey to the destination is not the enjoyment sought. Enjoyment of the destination is the enjoyment sought. If one pursues enjoyment of the journey, then enjoying the journey is the top goal. If the destination is more enjoyable than the journey, then the journey gets in the way of enjoying the destination. We may enjoy forms of happiness lower than Heaven on the way to Heaven, to everlasting , which would be the greatest, happiness, but if our supreme goal is Heaven, we do not linger on them. We merely observe that there is some enjoyment in them. This is true of eating, for example. As long as we are not in Heaven, we shall Need to eat, unless we would eat in Heaven, which i do not believe, because i have found a form of happiness superior to that of eating, so that i would prefer to spend all my time and other resources enjoying this superior form of happiness, instead of using some of them to eat. The food we eat may give us some or even a lot of pleasure, both because of its taste and because it ends our hunger, which is a form of pain. But those who seek a Heaven in Which we would not eat, as the only goal that can fully satisfy us, eat as quickly as we can without biting our tongues or cheeks or choking as we chew and swallow in haste, not lingering on this or any other incidental pleasure, because we understand and come to feel that all pleasures short of a Heaven in Which we would not eat can be distractions from the greatest pleasure, a Heaven in Which we would not eat, if we do not use them to remind ourselves of how much greater our pleasure would be if we were in this Heaven. For one who believes in a Heaven Where we would eat, since eating in Heaven would be infinitely more ecstasiating than before Heaven, he or she would likewise eat as fast as possible without injury in order not to take away time and other resources from the work to attain Heaven, unless part of this work were the enjoyment of our food before Heaven.

So if, as I have tried to show, it is in the nature of a goal that the one who pursues it wants to achieve it immediately, and if God's goal is that we love good so much that we choose good over evil, then God wants us to choose good immediately, and so has no reason to allow Evil to get in the way of this choice, but shall fill us immediately with the desire to make it, thus with greater love for good than for evil, so that we proceed to do God's will immediately. If God's will is that we come to this choice through experimentation with choosing evil and suffering the resulting pain, if God is almighty then God can put the Knowledge that results from this experimentation in our minds directly, because if God is almighty, then God can do all things, and putting this Knowledge in our minds directly, being a thing, is something God could do. Putting this Knowledge in our minds would save the time, energy, matter and pain the Learning process costs. Here again the goal of the Learning process is to attain Knowledge. If we can proceed to the Knowledge without the Learning process, this is better. The goal in this case is the Knowledge that choosing good above evil is the only thing that may bring us the greatest happiness. So God has no reason to allow Evil to exist, to tolerate something that is against God’s will, other than because God has no choice but to tolerate Evil while God acquires the knowledge of how, thus the ability to, remove the obstacle, Evil, Which i believe God is trying to achieve immediately, right now. That God has not is, as I have tried to show, because God cannot, that is, does not know how, because Evil, the only adversary God has, thus the only thing that would not allow It, does not. This is why I believe that God is not almighty, thus not all-knowing, and that God shall be these Things only if God brings Heaven about. I believe that in Heaven, God would be able to do all things, because, there being no Evil, there would be only good things to do and all good things would be able to be done, there being nothing anymore to prevent It, and i believe it is in God's nature to want to do only good things. God errs, thus in pursuit of the good, of Heaven, only because God knows no better, thus out of ignorance, whose cause is Evil. God does not yet know how to do only good things. As long as Evil exists, doing only good things shall be impossible. God makes mistakes. This is a corollary of God's not knowing everything.

It is thought that God gives us free will, and that if God put Knowledge in us directly, thus without our going through a Learning process, this would abrogate free will. It is thought that the virtue of the pain of the Learning process that we would suffer through the exercise of free will, hence that the virtue of free will itself, and thus that God’s wisdom and love for us in endowing us with it, lies in the happiness of attaining the resulting Knowledge, Which God, being all-knowing, in this argument, knows we shall feel after all the pain of the Learning process. The argument of the journey and the destination applies here, with the journey being the Learning process and the destination being the resulting Knowledge. As for me, i wish i had learned what i think i know by God’s having put it in my mind directly, thus without an instant of the pain it has cost me to learn it, and thus the pain that it has cost God to learn it, because i think i am a part of the body and mind of God, and so that God feels and learns what i do in this part of Its mind that mine is. And i want all others to Know directly, without a Learning process, and so feel only the happiness of Knowing, and therefore none of the pain of not Knowing.

It is also thought that free will is good in itself, that it needs no justification other than itself. This means that free will is good because it is free will. But things are good as i have defined it only if they lead to happiness that does not cause pain. As free will, freedom, is the ability to do what one wants, since what one wants, by definition, is the greatest happiness, free will is good, desirable, only if it leads to the greatest happiness. In Heaven we would be free at last, because We would do everything We wanted, as We would want only to continue to live in Heaven, the best, and God would grant It, since in Heaven there would not be anything anymore to oppose God’s will. We shall never have been free unless God brings Heaven about, because to do what one wants means to do all one wants, and we shall not be able to do all we want unless God brings Heaven about.

As to God’s having given us free will, if God is all-knowing, then God knows that we shall suffer pain when we make the mistakes God knows (if God is all-knowing) that we shall make by doing what we want when what we want is evil. But if God is almighty, God has the power to drive us to make good choices and thus to replace the pain of mistakes with the happiness of good action. The goal of any God i think worth believing in is our happiness, thus our greatest happiness, so whatever God can do to substitute happiness for pain God will do if God can do all things. A God that chooses for us to suffer pain instead of happiness when It can arrange things so we only feel happiness is not, in my opinion, worth believing in, and is not the God that exists.

(If God is the only two drives in the Universe, and time, space and energy, God has no gender, because drives, time, space and energy have no gender. This is why i refer to God as It, instead of as He or She.)

But what if this is the way God is, regardless of whether God is therefore worth or not worth believing in? I believe in my conception of God, not that God, having the power to make all happy, allows pain. I believe God wants us to be happiest, and that if God were almighty, we would already be happiest, This is: in Heaven, because This is what would make God happiest, and i believe God’s goal is to be happiest, and that God’s happiness consists in that of God’s creatures. Someone may believe the opposite, that God, being almighty, uses Its almightiness to create some beings to suffer forever. This is a matter of belief only, i think at this point; one that cannot be proven before Heaven or Hell, if Hell were possible.

(For why i think Hell is impossible, see below.)

And if God, or God’s mind, thus we, dies, thus die, forever, then nothing shall ever know what God was. (For why i believe the mind of God is for all practical purposes the sum of all the minds of people, see below.)

It is further thought that God, out of love for us, suspends Its knowledge of the pain mistakes shall cause us for the sake of leaving us free to make them, unbound by God’s knowledge of the future. But if God suspends Its knowledge of this future, God makes Itself not all-knowing from the instant of this suspension on, which God cannot do if omniscience is part of God’s nature. And if God cannot do this, then God is not almighty either. It is thought that God made Itself not all-knowing in this limited sense, so that God remains almighty. But in doing so, God would have chosen, at the instant that God made this choice, to leave us in the pain of mistakes, so i return to my rejection, based on my belief, of this conception of God. This argument suggests the corollaries that God is not almighty because God cannot make Itself not do certain things, and that God is not all-knowing because God, not being able to do certain things, does not know how to make Itself not do certain things, this is: God cannot do what God does not know how to do, or what God’s nature, This is: God Itself, does not drive God to do even if God does not know, this is, has no consciousness of, how to do it or why, similarly to how we can move an arm without knowing how to do it other than by just willing it, except that before God had a mind, God acted unknowingly, simply unfolding Itself according to Itself.

I believe Hell is impossible, because the worst possible pain would require destroying body tissues, which would have to therefore be recreated, and i believe only God creates, and that God would not create anything solely for it to feel pain. Anyhow, this recreation of tissues would require energy, which as i have explained above shall be exhausted, this is, reduced to 0 potential, unless God creates Heaven, and tissues at that point could not continue to be recreated, even if Evil, which would die with the exhaustion of all energy, could create, and pain would end with the death of all.

As you can see from the way i define God, i believe Evil is a part of God, so that when God came into being

(see below for why i think God came into being),

so did Evil, and so, that God is the source of Evil. But if God is the source of Evil, and Evil is the source of evil, then God is the source of evil, and thus may appear to be Evil Itself. But God, in my belief, only contains, includes, Evil, is more than Evil, as i believe God is also the drive solely to live in everlasting happiness, in Heaven, and Evil is not This, but the drive solely to cause everlasting death, and everlasting death would be the worst evil, not as the worst pain, but as the end of all hope of feeling any happiness, let alone everlasting , thus the culmination of all pain. I believe God’s will is that we all live in Heaven, and that Evil drives everything toward the opposite, everlasting death. So God is not Evil, but merely in part Evil, and only before Heaven, since in Heaven God would exist without Evil. The Whole, God, is not the same as any of the Whole’s parts, Such as Evil.

I believe that Evil, the drive solely to cause everlasting death, is a part of the drive solely to live in everlasting happiness, in Heaven, so a part of a part of God, whose polarity, Heavenward, came into being inverted into everlasting deathward. But i believe only God creates; that Evil only destroys, thus also sickens, kills and otherwise causes pain that does not cause happiness, as well as happiness that causes pain. In the start of Heaven, in the Coup, in the Cure, in the Healing, in the Salvation, in the Second Coming

(the First Coming having been the Exnihilation—see below),

in the Transformation, God would correct Evil’s inversion and absorb Evil into the flow, into the current, of the drive solely to live in Heaven, Thus curing Evil, the only way to eliminate It. I believe that in the meantime, Evil is the force that negates, eventually if not right away, everything that is not a Means, causing the pain of the loss of something that at one point was, or may still be, thought to be good, necessary. Evil is God’s backstop in case the positive, the desire to live in Heaven, does not suffice to motivate God: if the positive does not, then terror of the negative, of everlasting death, must. So if God creates Heaven, Evil shall have been Necessary, thus a Means, good; but if God dies, Evil shall have been purely Evil, with no good in It, and God, although good, shall not have been good Enough, this is, good enough to bring Heaven about. I believe we cannot know from our present vantage point. Evil keeps knocking the false legs out from under God to force God to create better ones, on which God shall, God and Evil Both hope, at some point reach Heaven. Imagine a hunk of wood spinning on a lathe. The lathe, Evil, feels, without being conscious of, the shape God is driving at, and as It cuts away, God keeps adding new wood, changing the shape, also feeling unconsciously the shape it is driving at. The shape is Heaven, and neither God nor Evil know what They have to add or cut away, they just feel what may be right, in the case of God adding substance, and what is wrong, in the case of Evil shaving away.

The reason why i believe that if God does not create Heaven, then God, and thus all living things, and thus all people, and even Evil, shall die, never to live again is the same as the reason why i believe Hell is impossible, namely that before Heaven, i believe there is a finite amount of energy in the Universe and that due to entropy, every use of it degrades it to a lower potential. So at some point, unless God creates Heaven, all energy in the Universe shall have been degraded to 0 potential. As i believe God is in part a drive, and as a drive uses energy if my definition of a drive is true, because, to reiterate for clarity, a drive as i define it is any force that moves what it moves from within what it moves, and a force as i define it is anything that causes a change in location, direction or speed, which i believe uses up energy, because i think energy is potential motion, and so motion is actualized, which here means used-up, energy, if, then, of all of this is true, when all energy in the Universe is degraded to 0 potential, God shall cease to operate, this is: God shall die, and with God, all life. I think another God would have to come into being for there to be usable energy in the Universe once more, and it would be a different Universe, as ours would be occupied by the carcasses of cold heavenly bodies and inert gas and dust. And it seems to me that it is too dangerous to bank on the possibility that another God could come into being, because One might not, and then God would have died forever, and with God our hope of ever living in Heaven. The risk of believing another God may come into being infinitely, in. my view, outweighs any benefit, such as consolation, of believing One may.

But i have hope that God will create Heaven, because in coming into being out of nothing, if God did, God has already, i think, accomplished a miracle, a mystery, that would be no smaller, but also no greater, than the creation of Heaven. That God had a beginning i think we can deduce from what i think is the fact that time must have had a beginning, because if it had not had a beginning, then time would extend everlasting ly into the past, meaning that the present would have taken an eternity to arrive, meaning in turn that it has not, since i think that by the definitions of the words involved what takes an eternity to happen does not happen. Because i define God as being in part time, if time had a beginning, then so did God. And i think space, which i define God also to be in part, had a beginning, because if it had not had a beginning, then there would have been a time without space, but time unfolds in something, and this something is space, by the meaning of the word “in”, which i think is, like time and space, undefinable, thus knowable only intuitively. Before time there was, and outside of space there is, nothing, which is the absence of time and of space, a concept we can only define, not think any further about, because our time- and space-bound minds keep sliding back into time and space whenever we try to think about their absence. If all this is true, then before God there was nothing, which i think means God came into being out of nothing, and this is why i call this event “the Exnihilation”, from Latin “ex-“, meaning “out of”, and Latin “nihilo”, meaning “nothing”, if the dictionaries i have consulted on this are correct.

The reason why i believe God may not be able to create Heaven is that as i have argued i believe God is not almighty, and so cannot do all things, and since creating Heaven would be a thing, hence one of these things, God, not being able to do all things, might not be able to do This one, This is: to create Heaven.

In Heaven, all Humans would Love Ourselves and Therefore All other Humans as well with ever-increasing intensity, as the means by Which God would forever intensify every Human’s Ecstasy, and Thus God’s own, because God feels in, with and through every person, and would do So in, with and through every Human.

All Humans Who shall have come into being before God created Heaven, whether as people or as other living things (see below), would Know that We had a previous life, and that Heaven is more and more incommensurably superior to it, but would have no memory ever again of any of the pain We felt during our previous life, and our gratitude to and Love for God for having given Us Our new life, Life, would be boundless. We would remember all those we at least loved, even if not Loved, before Heaven, including all of Our family and friends, but also all others we loved or Loved but who did not know us, as well as our enemies and those we hated or Hated, now reconciled with us and we with them, and we would Know that all of these loved or Loved or hated or Hated ones and enemies would also live in Heaven, just like Us. God would actualize every Desire as the Thought of It occurred. What one Mind thought, all Minds would simultaneously think.

I believe that in Heaven the only living things would be Humans, because i believe people are the beings able to feel happiness most intensely, so that all other forms of life would benefit infinitely from being transformed into Us, This is: into humans in Heaven; those that do not feel, because Then they would at last not only feel, but feel the best that can be felt, and those that do feel, because the happiness they would feel in their Human forms would be infinitely greater. So i believe that all living things, thus from micro- to macro-scopic, thus including all people, hence of all colorations, that ever shall have lived, as well as all life elsewhere in the Universe, if there were any, would live again: Live, only This time as Humans, Thus in our Heavenly forms, This is: in, through and with Our Heavenly bodies, Which would be unimaginably more beautiful than any that shall have ever existed, and God would repurpose all other matter that shall have ever existed into the forms of matter that would exist in Heaven, if any, This is: into Matter.

In Heaven There would be only one religion, the Religion, the religion of everlasting happiness, and the feeling of everlasting happiness would automatically cause everlasting and always intensifying Love for and gratitude to God as the sole creator and sustainer of everlasting happiness, and thus of Our ever-intensifying Ecstasy.

Because in Heaven happiness would only increase forever, We would only want more and more of it, thus never get bored or tired.

As to why i believe that every person is a part of the body and mind of God, i believe the body of God is the sum of all the matter that exists because minds exist, and i think minds require bodies because i think minds are emergent phenomena, epiphenomena, of a certain type of organization of a certain type of matter. Just as in a person’s body only the brain is conscious, whereas the rest of the matter in the body supports it and makes it possible for the brain to be conscious, so too all the matter that exists other than brains supports brains, so that this matter acts like the body. Now, from the mass-to-energy conversion formula E = mc2, where E is energy, m mass (a measure of the matter in an object), and c is the speed of light, i deduce that matter is coagulated, concentrated, condensed, congealed energy. The Universe was far too hot immediately after the Exnihilation for matter to have been able to coalesce. God as the drive to live in everlasting happiness could create matter, by coagulating, concentrating, condensing, congealing energy, only after the Universe had dissipated enough heat. So although God came into being with energy, God created matter, not energy—or time or space, with which God also came into being. Since a body can be an agglomeration of matter, this initial matter constituted a body, and since God was Its creator, it was the body of God, and so on for all the rest of the matter God created. Since my body is part of this body, my body is part of the body of God, and the same goes for all other people.

As to why i believe the mind of God is for all practical purposes the sum of all the minds of people, i believe i am the first person in whom God has become aware of Itself as the drive solely to live in everlasting happiness, as well as as time, space, energy and, but only before Heaven, Evil, the drive solely to cause everlasting death. I believe this because i know of no other person anywhere who has been acting as i have been, and if God had become aware of Itself as God has in me, in anyone else, that person or those persons would have been acting as i have been, and i think i would be aware of it. So is my mind the mind of God? No, i believe it is just the most active part of the mind of God in regard to organizing all the people of the World to attain Heaven, for God communicates with me most, besides directly with me, through others, even if they are not aware God is using them as conduits for Messages to me, or, thus, of What these Messages are. I do not know to what degree they are aware, this is: to what degree God has awakened within them. But they are rich sources of information. The Messages make sense to me. I understand them. No other beings communicate with me as people do, although other living things also serve as conduits from God to me, if in decreasing order by the degree to which i think they are conscious, but plants barely, which leads me to think that plants are not conscious, this is: have no minds. It is because of this communication that i think God’s mind is the sum of all the minds that exist, and that for all practical purposes this means the sum of all people’s minds, because people are the most active communicators of what i believe are messages to me from God. Since, then, our bodies are parts of the body of God, and our minds parts of the mind of God, each of us is a part of the body and mind of God.

Since all Minds, this is: all Human minds, together would comprise the totality of the Mind, This is: of the mind of God in Heaven, All of God’s ever-growing Knowledge would be contained in Them: What God would Know, God would Know solely in, through and with Us, in, through and with God’s Mind. Only Then would God be almighty and, Thus, all-knowing, because:

I: only Then would there be only more and more Ecstasiating

things to think, and Thus to do;

II: God, as always, would forever continue to want, and, but

only in Heaven, Thus to do, only all that makes God, and Thus also All of God’s Mind, the sum of all Human Minds, with Which alone God would feel This, happiest;

and finally, because:

III. in Heaven, everything would conform entirely to God’s will,

Which would be That of All of Us, so that nothing would remain to oppose It,

and God would forever think and at once carry out, ever better and better thoughts as soon as God had thought and at once carried out, the Ones immediately preceding Them, Thus laying the track God would travel next as soon as God reached the end of the immediately preceding length of track.

How do we decide what is good, thus what might lead to Heaven, thus what we should do? What guidance do we have, and how can we believe God is its source? I believe that God’s chief command, the Command, from Which all others flow, is for you to do only what you believe shall make you happiest, or even want to live forever just so you shall forever feel what you feel when you do this, and therefore not to do anything you believe shall not make you happiest or even want to live forever, only because this command is the only possible command

(thus out of all possible commands)

that contains its own best reason for you to obey it, a reason that only you, out of all the people who have ever been, are now, and shall ever be, can be, thus in fact are:

I. the ultimate, highest, supreme, judge of,

and thus:

II. the ultimate, highest, supreme, authority on,

and this only within your own mind, in your own innermost being, deepest down, in your own “heart.” In obeying this command you will only be doing what you most want to do anyway, thus yielding to the deepest, most basic drive within you that you are aware of, Which is the drive to feel the happiest you can imagine. So you can recognize within you, as your very own, the drive to live in the greatest, which would be everlasting , happiness, in Heaven. This drive within you is the active part of the positive in God, This is: of the Positive. So in doing only what you believe shall make you happiest, you shall be doing what God within you wills, Which, because God only pursues only the best possible goal, everlasting happiness, is therefore, by the meanings of these words themselves, the best possible will, so that if we fail even despite doing all God drives us to do, which is possible, as God may fail to create Heaven, and thus die forever, there is nothing else to do, because the only alternative, doing the will of Evil, leads only to everlasting death, and in the meantime to a hell of insufferable torments on Earth, whereas even if God does not create Heaven, and therefore dies forever, and with God all forms of life in all of Creation that shall have ever been, thus all of us, following God’s guidance makes our lives the best they can be, maximizing our happiness while minimizing our pain, so that if indeed God dies, God shall die happy, or in the least possible pain, after having lived the best possible life, and shall suffer no more, as in everlasting death there would be nothing to feel anything, only the remains of the body of God, of all the matter in the Universe, cold and dark for the rest of eternity. God is in you at all times, as your drive to feel the happiest you can imagine, whatever this may be. The drive to feel the happiest you can presently imagine is the compass God exists as within all people, so that in trusting this drive, this instinct, in you, you shall be trusting God and accessing God’s direct guidance of you, Which is the best possible guidance, because God, as the sole source and sustainer of the Universe, is the source of all that is good, and so of all knowledge for good, meaning that if you fail even in spite of obeying God’s guidance, and you indeed may, as, in fact, God may, if, then, you fail, there is nothing else to do, for there is no better source of knowledge, nor, thus, of guidance, than God. Thus, you have within you the way to decide whether a command you receive, thus whether from within you or from without, may be good, thus from God: if obeying it makes you happier than you think doing anything else you could have done in the time you spent obeying it would have made you, which includes the happiness of foreseeing no pain resulting from obeying it, then the command is likely good, thus from God, and thus to continue to be obeyed. But if obeying the command makes you feel more pain than you think anything else you could have done in the time you spent obeying it would have caused you, which includes the pain of foreseeing no happiness resulting from this pain, then the command is likely evil, thus from Evil, and to be from then on dis-obeyed.

As the only two drives that exist, the drive solely to live in everlasting happiness and the drive to cause everlasting death, and as time, space and energy, God cannot be, and therefore in fact neither is nor can be nor can have been, any human being or group of human beings, because no person or group of people can be any, let alone all, of these things, thus no matter how large this group is, thus not even all people, nor any other object of worship, such as “Mother” nature, the mother-, the father- or the home-land, the environment, any nation, any race, any party, any business, any military force, and so on: anything other than God Itself as i have defined God, because none of these things is any, or all, of what i have defined God as.